what you want to know is all here

24 + hours

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 11:28:18 GMT

got up on wednesday at 6 am to go to school all day
got home at like 7:20
jess came at like 9ish
went to cinematic for the MIDNIGHT SHOWING OF TWILIGHT it was AMAZING
came home at 3am jess and I have been up since then
today staying up for the rest of the morning
then going to work
and then I don't know what

in short it's been AMAZING 24 hours

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 23:20:46 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 22:57:53 GMT

this doesn't really affect anyone but if you haven't noticed my lj is now

FRIENDS ONLY

so you'll just have to log in now to see my LJ posts

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 19:08:22 GMT

5 years ago I was in the halls at Elm Street Junior High when I heard the most tragic new ever that has forever changed the world. Let us never forget and remember all the lives that we lost on that day and the people over seas fighting for our freedom.

9/11/01 - never forgotten

facebook

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 19:30:05 GMT

I got a facebook just thought I'd let y'all know if you wanted to add me

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 01:14:31 GMT

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (2 hours a day i don;'t think thats much)	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (only to read things far away and the tv)	× I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (never been in a relationship)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (99%of the time yes)
✓ I curse sometimes. (all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (oh yeah)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (no)

* * * * *

✓ I have broken someone's bones. (i broke my dad ribs on aceedent because he was trying to tickle me)	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain. (i love the rain)
✓ I'm paranoid at times. (all the time)	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (only if i had a really bad burn)	✓ I need/want money right now. (when do people don't)
× I love sushi. (i'm not a fan of it)	✓ I talk really, really fast. (not that fast but yeah)	✓ I have fresh breath in the morning. (after i brush my teeth)
× I have long hair. (it's not that long i would call it mediume)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas. (never been to Las Vagas)	✓ I have at least one sibling. (a tounger sisiter)
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (in Israel)	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (halloween)	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (i'm always look at my caller id when i get a call)
✓ I like the way that I look. (for the most part yeah)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (i don't think so)	× I am usually pessimistic. (i do have my moments bot for the most part no)
× I have a lot of mood swings.	× I think prostitution should be legalized. (if people want to do that for a living than go right ahead)	× I slept with a roommate. (i haven't had a roommate yet)
× I have a hidden talent. (not that i know of)	✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (lol yup)	✓ I have a lot of friends.
× I have pecked someone of the same sex.	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (i don't do that much but i do when i am)	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (when i'm at home yeah)
✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. (yup i was just at the mall today)	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (LJ is life)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (yup and i love it)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (i haven't gotton drunk YET)	✓ I've rejected someone before.
× I currently like/love someone.	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (i actually do and it's awesome)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (i love kids)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (my sisiters)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	✓ I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn. (you're alwasy learning)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (no i have a life)
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. (try 20)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (alcohol yea drungs not)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. (i don't like south park)	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music. (I LOVE IT ALL)
✓ I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (i get some of my sisters)	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment. (very much)
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (i'm guy crazy)	✓ Democrat. (ALL THE WAY)	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
✓ I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (i tie them the way most people do)	× I can work on a car. (hahaha thats funny)
× I love my job(s). (never had a job)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced. (no i)
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. (only in the house)	× I have jumped off a bridge. (hell no)	✓ I love sea turtles. (they're cute)
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument. (the flute)
× I hate office jobs. (again never had a jod so i wouldn't know)	× I went to college out of state. (i want go to school in mass i'm still in hs)	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro. (FIREEEEEEEEEE)	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours. (they hurt my eyes after a while)	× I usually like covers better than originals. (originals are better)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (i don't go out that offten so no)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (some things)	× I can't whistle. (i actually can)
× I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (i love being a 90's kid)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. (i will be getting one)	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (don't have job)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie. (me and caffeine = true love)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (only if it was self defence)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (i'm like the biggest wine lover out of all my friends)	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (they are all on my bed but i can fit on it too)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth. (not anymore yay braces)
✓ I hate my toes. (omg yes)	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries. (only 2)	× I am extremely flexible. (haha no)	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (DUH)
✓ I want to own my own business. (someday maybe)	× I smoke. (ewwwwwwwwwwww)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (my friends say i'm crazy but they know i'm normal....ok maybe not)	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (ALL THE TIME)	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (i want one)	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (and i know i am)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone. (i like my alone sometimes i'd rather be alone)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (try a few at a time)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (no unless it's bsb and thats once every tour)	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent. (lived in one)	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (i love my daddy)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (i now i'm good at things that i do)
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (not fluintly)	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction. (fiction is better)	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
✓ I have no piercings. (i might be getting my ears pierced this year)	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
✓ I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. (i don't celbrate christmas)	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (i should exercise more)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk. (i love milk)	✓ I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (lip gloss and my cell)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. (i love my hair)	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (i can't wait to get out of here)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (bsb)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (i'm alwasy there for people)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (i don't watch comedy but i get them when i do)	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum. (i'm always chewing gum)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (i still haven't driven yet)	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (the worl will be a better palce)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	× I love to sing. (singing is my life)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (like i said i can't wait to get out of here)	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (lol and get 525,600 stds)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays. (elm street drama club)
✓ I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. (i think they should be a happy mediume)	✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (i am who i am because of my mistakes an di wouldn't change a thing)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself. (i'm alwasy to concered about my friends than i am me)	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (i love singing periode)
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone. (music is on of the things that keep me going)	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (it is long)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (i can't chose i love them all)	× I can only hate someone that I love.	✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (lol yup)

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 04:17:16 GMT

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 03:11:22 GMT

I'm just letting everyone know that I will not be the computer this weekend I'll be off in no wheres land AKA Iowa don't ask my parents are dragging me there BOOO

I will have my cell phone so if you feel like saving me from boredom go ahead and call me :)

I'll miss you all

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 19:55:06 GMT

so I saw this on every ones LJ so I did it too just don't call me a "sheep"(last year thing)

Which Backstreet Boy Will Kill You? by JeanieN
Name
Fave Backstreet Boy?
Killed by	Aj
with;	A Gun
because you;	You tried to teach Nick family values
He will kill you;	November 18, 2032

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 17:53:45 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS

and

HAPPY HANUKKAH

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 19:11:39 GMT

I was bored and saw this on brittany's profile

I scored a 80% on the "How Nashua Are You?" Quizie! What about you?

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:40:48 GMT

i got bored so i'm going to post song lyrics of my new favorite song

Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take The Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:51:11 GMT

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.9
Mind:	5.7
Body:	5.5
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	4.7
Love:	1.4
Finance:	5.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:51:59 GMT

nothing special happened this week at least nothing that i can remember right now. i haven't on my computer to much over the past few days because i had a ton of school work so i'm happy that the weekend is here. There is no more after school band rehearsals so happy about that. yesterday was the halloween game and OMG it was so much fun but very very cold i'll writ more about that when i upload my pics that i took when i get around to it

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 23:13:25 GMT

i hade this made for me tell me what you think

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 15:36:21 GMT

There Gotta Be (More then life) - Stacie orrico

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
i'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 21:10:42 GMT

Do i Have To Cry For You - Nick Carter

Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find a way around it,
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

So tell me what it's for,
If there's no winner in it?
Nobody's keeping score,
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last
Where’s the love we had

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night
Till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say
I won't let you get away

What do I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Yeah

Oh no
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:56:30 GMT

this is so me

American Cities That Best Fit You:

60% Boston

60% Los Angeles

55% New York City

50% Chicago

50% Portland

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.

You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 01:08:02 GMT

i finished harry potter last night OMG the ending is so sad and a lot happens in it. It's an awesome set up for the 7th book

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:33:34 GMT

i'm bored and stole this from nicole

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be easily attracted to fads and fashions. You are showy and want to be noticed.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 20:38:44 GMT

"Don't Wanna Lose You Now"

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to live that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you

Don't wanna lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 22:16:51 GMT

"Just Want You To Know"

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 16:53:54 GMT

nothing beat the fourth of july in boston. It was really fun. the Pop were amazing like always and fir works they may look really cool on the TV but wait untill you see them live WOW.

Fri, 27 May 2005 22:08:34 GMT

i got dismissed from school at one to see my sister school project and i got miss most of band :). After my sister's project thing we went and got ice cream.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Sat, 21 May 2005 21:41:18 GMT

i think i have finally found a theme for my LJ. tell what you think about it.